pin.your.wings

im.free.

Self-explanatory. I spent today locked in my house (not by choice), and thought about you. I realized a lot, you manipulate people into getting what you want. I’ve watched so many of my friends fall for your pretentious, holier than thou bullshit. You need to grow up. Sometimes it is YOUR fault, sometimes YOUR in the wrong, sometimes YOU need to listen to other people. You’re out of my life and I’ve never been happier. Please don’t ever come back.

summertime.

The past week of my life has been insanely hectic. It’s been spent writing and learning songs, cleaning, hanging with friends, meeting new people; basically starting over and doing things I never thought I’d get the chance to do. I’ve decided to start cutting people out of my life, too many people consider my friendship a “convenience”, and I deserve better than that. This summer is going to be epic; road trips, cute dates, walks on the beach, recording in the studio, moving, and finding a job. I can’t wait to experience this summer; to finally start experience my life. To sum everything up, I’m over a lot of people, over being used, over having my feelings trampled, I’m letting go of a lot. This is me, you can take it or leave.

never.feel.alone.

I drank the weekend to the ground, and you’re in my arms.
I kept my feelings to myself, and you weren’t wearing much at all.
It wasn’t like me to move closer to you.
A feelings just a feeling till you let it get the best of who you are;
then sleep gets harder, and I need more of you.
So lay down on the couch and let me show you
Why I need you more than all the boys on your street.

Am I wrong, or is this really what you want to happen?
When all I want to do is have this, I’m not strong enough to breath.
Am I wrong, or is this really what you want to happen?
When all I want to do is have this, I’m not strong enough to breath.

So here’s the thing with my head, I’m unstable.
I’m feeling honesty come out, when really I’m just gone.
So here’s the part where I move closer to you.
Do you feel me when I touch you,
Do I really lack the skills to turn you off?
It’s what you do to me.

Am I wrong, or is this really what you want to happen?
When all I want to do is have this, I’m not strong enough to breath.
Am I wrong, or is this really what you want to happen?
When all I want to do is have this, I’m not strong enough to breath.

‘Cause I’m caught in every single word
And I know that you are something else,
Yeah, I reached that point.
So I’ll try to do my very best to let you know
That you’re in my head when I drive out to the coast.
I’ll bring a piece of you with me
So you know that I’ll be coming home.

Am I wrong, or is this really what you want to happen?
When all I want to do is have this, I’m not strong enough to stand.
‘Cause I’ve been pushed around before.
I felt the burn from every inch of my heart,
But it’s worth it to never feel alone.

untitled.

Let’s pretend this never happened;
Go back to how we were.
In the end it’s useless,
You’ll never feel my hurt.

So very tired of waiting;
It’s taking everything I am,
To walk away from all of this,
To finally be a man.

Oh, was everything you said a lie?
Just tell me.
No, I won’t keep all this inside,
You kill me.
This… is… all… I… have…

Through tired eyes, I see you.
All the colours fade to grey.
Does it really end like this,
Or will we find our way.
All the time spent wishing,
That I was there with you.
I’ve tried my best, to fall in love, there’s nothing left to do.

Oh, was everything you said a lie?
Just tell me.
No, I won’t keep all this inside,
You kill me.

It needs work.